December 29 2001 2.34 AM

the sickness hasnt left me yet. it has made the past few days nearly unbearable. while i will feel fine as i go out, it makes everything cloudy and also, i cannot partake in the one thing that me and my friends actually /do/... and that is drink coffee. i was doing okay today, until i had that cup of Ladro brew. i am no longer okay.

i need to write in my paper journal.