Lewis and i were watching The Food Network earlier, while Adam was having a problem deciding which was better - Food Network or sleep? such dilemmas.

i haven't been updating much because mostly everything that is happening has happened before. nothing is new. i will blather about the same old same old right now for my own personal benfit, however.

i woke up at 3.30 PM, for that is what Xanex does to a girl who takes it at 3.30 AM. Yesterday Adam and i sat around talking to David the barista (pardon, i mean Vid) about school and other stuff. he is fast becoming a good friend. we hung out with him for a bit tonight also, along with a junior, Justin, who is majoring in computer art. Adam and he talked a mile a minute while i 1)spilled a full cup of Sumatra coffee on the counter, tainting the barista's textbook 2)was reading Cosmo in the bathroom, and learning 90 things to do to a naked man 3)was walked in on while reading the cosmo in the bathroom by another part-time barista, and surprisingly was not embarressed by the experience.

i still havent called Arlo. i think i will tomorrow. it will be really hard for me, but i must face my fears. i think this is the worst thing i have ever done to a friend, even though he brought it up himself. but leaving town while having bitterness, especially with what happened... its just no good. it affects everything i do. i have a heavy spot. it must be lifted.